It was so sweet and also comfortable and familiar. It was also a well made recliner (of course because my grandpa buys quality) For the first few months of Isabel's life I slept in that recliner often, it was easier for me than getting up off the bed due to my c/s incision. I nursed Isabel often in that chair and her pack and play was right next to it so it was a good set up.
The recliner resides in our bedroom and I have stopped using it very much as Isabel tends to nurse laying down in bed.
What it is used for now is for comfort rocking when Isabel is sick. If she has an upper respiratory infection and coughing a lot sleeping against me helps her. I don't sleep but she does and I don't mind snuggling with her and just resting.
Last night, we pulled out the recliner at 1:30. Isabel was sleeping next to me and I woke up to her coughing. She was actually vomitting all over me and her.
****Turn away if you are squeamish about puke**********
I picked her up and she woke up and kept puking as I rushed her to the bathroom.
J came in and ran a bath and we cleaned her up. She was so tired poor thing but she continued to vomit.
Two pj changes later and a phone call to my mom. I decided to try to lay her down with me. I was pretty freaked out that she puked in her sleep but vowed to stay awake and watch her. It didn't take long for her to start puking again while lying down.
I scooped her up and she slept against me until 5am. She would slide off my lap and puke into a towel standing up and then I would pick her back up and lay her against me.
For some reason I turned the TV on and flipped to NOVA. It had a really depressing show on the melting of the polar ice caps due to global warming. But next was Botany of Desire. Of course I love botanical documentaries so I was thankful for something to keep me going while she was up on and off between 1:30 and 5am.
She wanted to lay down at 5am and we slept until 7am. She was surprisingly ok today. She didn't eat much but she napped, played and even snacked a bit.
I hate it when she is sick, its stressful and hard to see her suffering. Ugh.
She doesn't have a fever and didn't vomit today. I am not sure what to make of this virus. Not sure how it is going to play out and hoping tonight is better.
Today, was a daycare day and even though I could use the time to work on my dissertation, I relished the time we had together today. She's my world and my joy and even on sickie days we made the best of it. Including a little neighborhood stroll!
2 comments:
aww I love the story of the red recliner. Brought me back to that time too, sis. As hard as it was for you and for everyone, it was also a very special time too, that I'll never forget. As for Isabel and being sick, that is really hard to have to endure but your love and caring for her got her through. Your love for her is so powerful, it is so inspiring sis :) Love you!
You are so comforting sis. I always remember how warm and cozy your hugs were (and are!) and would always want a "jen hug" when I was scared, not feeling well, etc. And I know that its exactly what draws Isabel to you when she's not well (or just wants a snuggle) - you are nurturing and comforting and warm and cozy. And you nursed her right back to health the other night. So sweet. xoxo
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